I can't fucking take it anymore.
I'm nothing but trash.
I will be nothing to people other than that.
I will always be the moron, I will always be the worthless one, and I will always be the punching bag.
Nothing will change, they've taken everything from me, my joy, my passion for art, my love and care for my loved ones.
The only way to get by in this world is to be exactly like them. Cold and heartless.